Too bad they never realized, Heroes fall just as fast

& Yes he is better than you

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 23:11:32 GMT

and i know
"If he had to choose me or the sun
he'd be one nocturnal son of a gun"

-With him...there are no IFs ANDs or BUTs....
There are no one line-ers....
and no others
it is just me
and him
because that is the way he wants it
and loves it

HAHA NUCKA

Fri, 17 Nov 2006 18:31:57 GMT

Soooo i guess who i am hanging out with this weekend

Danny <3<3

hahahaha i love it lol

"boys can walk right on by...but sooner or later, they all come to realize one thing. They shoud have taken the time to stop and notice that one special girl."

well he noticed finally, it may have been later than sooner but w.e, i finally got a nice boy to notice me.

-

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 13:51:22 GMT

i gave him his hat back

And That Was It

no more FOREVER & ALWAYS

BOYFRIEND OR HIS BEST FRIEND?

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 12:40:01 GMT

New problem to add to my long list

BEST FRIEND?????!!!!!!??????

WTF

What happened?

Wed, 25 Oct 2006 12:23:32 GMT

he kept me crying all last night
and i dont even know why
we didnt fight, well yesterday we didnt
but i cant help but feel empty when he says certain things

can it really be love?

He Wishes

Tue, 24 Oct 2006 17:38:44 GMT

So this boy likes me, and i feel so bad because i have rudy. I am really not interested in this boy (well maybe a little) but i know rudy is the best person for me and that i love him. I know i would never leave him for anyone else, but i can't help but feel guilty because this kid likes me. I feel bad because rudy thinks i am going to leave him for some one else when i am not. just because i am attracted to some one else doesn't mean i will leave my loving boyfriend...even tho sometimes he makes me feel unwanted and hated, and takes things out on me.

Sometimes it isn't fair that you have to choose between friends and you boyfriend. Rudy doesn't want me at parties with my greek friends...but i can't imagine a good time without them, and i can't bring rudy with me because i know he would just feel uncomfortable. THE SITUATIONS I GET MYSELF INTO!!!!! Gosh i wish things were easier
i wish my boyfriend wouldnt take me for granted
i wish he didn't yell at me and get mad at when he's sick or just psised at some one else
i wish that my friends and boyfriend could except each other
i wish rudy would stay with me forever

FAT CHANCE OF ANY OF THOSE THINGS!!!!!!

OMGOSH

Wed, 31 May 2006 15:53:04 GMT

seriously i cant wait till
GREECE
45 days biznatches 45 DAYS

i cant wait
cant wait cant wait

AND ONLY TWO MORE WEEKS AND WE ARE SENiORs

OMGosh

Fri, 19 May 2006 15:51:17 GMT

I only wish i coud supress these feelings i feel
i wish i could in his mind all the time
i wish i could be the one that he thinks of when ppl ask him who he wants to be with
i wish that i could be the one he IMs as soon as he goes online

and this is why wished nevercome true....because there is no such thing as a miracle.

and even if i got the chance i dont think i would (could) take it...because i would lose something greater (

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 17:08:26 GMT

MIDTERMS next week

me and rudy back together
he looks like a dike with his new hair cut, yeah its gay

I heart trisha she my fav lol
<3 everyone later

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 16:41:09 GMT

MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW

woohoo

and there actually might be a chance with me and DP
there is also another choice in the mix which i am so striving for lol

DP might come over today to help me with my precalce woohoo

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 01:50:18 GMT

i need ASS big time

so many guys so little choices because im a friggin loser
but eh who knows my luck might change

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 22:30:05 GMT

I MISS MY FRIENDS

:(

yeah

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 14:51:44 GMT

i broke up with trav
it went good though no harsh words, and he wasnt upset, he was like its cool we'll still be friends
so yeah thats cool

i found out though that kevin may ask me out next week
oh boy
and this other guy(who shall remain nameless) likes me too
i'm interested in them both but kevin is like one of my best guy friends and him and the other guy are friends so yeah i hope the whole thing doesn't end up blowing up in my face.
and this other guy wants me to go hang out with him at the skatepark. but i already made plans to chill with kristine so yeah

my life is just to busy.

o and i have to babysit tonight so woohoo i get to go on myspace, so everybody leave me wonderful amazing comments

and today a little bird told me how much he liked me

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 16:50:31 GMT

i'm getting a little overwhelmed at the thought of things to come

i'm getting a little overwhelmed with school

i'm getting a frustrated with everything going on

and you're just not helping

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 16:50:37 GMT

hung out with tim and cameron on tuesday which was cool
i went just to see cameron's new surfboard, but ended up staying and watching ROAD TRIP with tim and cameron. it was so much fun hanging out with them, i ended not getting to theatre untill 5:15 yeah two and a half hours later then i told her i was going to be.
so yeah me and trav got in another fight today, well a conflict kind of thing. this relationship is just stressing me out so much i can barely take it anymore. i love him so i dont want to break up with him, but then again maybe its time we did take a break, because i think he's getting way way to attached to me. i dont want to hurt him, and i still want some kind of relationship with him(even if it is just as friends ) but its stressing me out to be putting so much into a relationship and just getting more and more stress right back from it. i can barely keep my eyes open cause i got no sleep last night thinking over a few questions

-how can someone forget their 6th month anniversary?
-how can someone not have their own opinion untill i give them mine?
- how can someone want you to talk about everything but they have secret things that they keep in the back of their mind?
-how can i be with some one who i think doesnt really love me?
-how can i be sixteen and be in a relationship that leaves me sleepless most nights?
- how is it that you can look at me the way you do and not expect me to ask if u still love me?
- how is it you tell me you love me when you have no idea what love is?

how can i ask all these question and still let u know i love you

Tue, 31 May 2005 16:44:34 GMT

la semana de fin pasado es muy bueno
translation- the past weekend was sweet

i hung out with trav a bit, worked a lot
but i didn't get to hang out with tim o well :(

took a spanish test today hopefully i passed
probably did cause i'm awesome like that lol jk

WEEKEND WEEKEND

Fri, 27 May 2005 17:12:44 GMT

going to have fun this weekend ;P well hopefully lol
i'm hopefully hanging out with tim
and then with travis cause trav is amazing and all (not)
well yeah fun fun fun

Thu, 26 May 2005 16:55:40 GMT

porn is not degrading lol its an art form

and certain people have been saying certain shit and in certainly in the mood to shove it in there face

Wed, 25 May 2005 16:47:11 GMT

so yeah we are still together
and i hope we made the right decision
i'm happy for now
and i hope i stay happy
but if things don't work out
yeah, we will be upset, but i'll always be there for u as a friend

Tue, 24 May 2005 14:49:44 GMT

three fights two days, two weeks countless fights tell me does this sound right?

i wish i could remember
how love felt
when i wasn't afraid to feel it
and when it wasn't akward to talk to you
about my day
****************
but now its all fucked up
and we went and messed sh!t up
and i'm being blamed for everything
even though i'd never do
the things of which i am accused
*****************
this may come to an end
but i hope u can still care about me
even just as a friend
******************

i hope you know
i love u

Mon, 23 May 2005 15:05:16 GMT

guys need to learn to get over themselves
I CAN HAVE GUY FRIENDS
I HAVE A FLIRTACIOUS PRESONALITY (get used to it)
I HAVE NEVER CHEATED ON A BOYFRIEND EVER AND NEVER WILL

and i love how people, my friends take his fucking side, its getting me pissed off. just because i hang out with a guy doesn't mean i'll do anything with him. jesus fucking christ. you think he is going to replace you,that i'll hang out with him instead of u, if u keep being a fucking asshole maybe that will happen. FUK FUCK SHIT FUCK , u fucking stressing me out, jebus rice dude. I can tell by the way u look at me when i even talk to other guys that u don't trust me, and that's the one thing i want, trust, is that so freaking hard jesus fucking christ asshole!!!!

Tue, 17 May 2005 16:49:13 GMT

weekend was sweet
-went to fridays which was awesome
- hung out with travis on the trampoline
-had some hardcore alone time with travis(o yeah) lol
- watched the notebook and alas trav did not cry(damn it)
- got sweet new Moses sandals
- went to a baptism(which was queer)
!!!!!!!I GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!

some yeah come visit me at GOODIES when i'm working

love & lates

WOO HOO

Fri, 13 May 2005 16:45:45 GMT

woo hoo
fun this weekend
-hanging out with kevin after school today
-he's going shopping with me to get new jeans
-fridays tonight with kristine britt trav and marc
- shopping again after dinner, most likely
-movie at kristine's
-saturday night probly my house for movie night

yeah o yeah

MAX GET ME THE TREATMENT

Mon, 09 May 2005 16:40:32 GMT

lunch today was funny

I LOVE TRAVIS

and then they drove off the stone bridge

Mon, 09 May 2005 12:01:28 GMT

this weekend was pretty cool
kristine slept over which was sweet
then the next day we hung out till like 2 and then trav and marc picked us up, we got sweet subs from quick check(go buffalo bacon lol)except trav orded me the wrong size sub, flippin' idiot.then we went to kirstine's to watch family guy which was fucking sweet and funny as hell. then htey dropped me off, and i met up with then later at brittney's house, i almost ended up leaving after like ten minutes cause some people there thought i was (and i quote) "loud, annoying, obnoxious, and a slut" yeah thanks alot that just made me feel great, ::cough::asshole::uncogh::, i should've just went some where with travis, i havent been alone with him in so long and its driving me fucking crazy, its not like i need to like hoopkup with him but it gets annoying when u want to spend time with ur boyfriend and there's like 12 other people around. GRRRRR i bit his arm the other day and i left a mark lol

i love him

2/24/05