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[19 Nov 2006|11:11pm] |
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and i know
"If he had to choose me or the sun
he'd be one nocturnal son of a gun"
-With him...there are no IFs ANDs or BUTs....
There are no one line-ers....
and no others
it is just me
and him
because that is the way he wants it
and loves it
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| HAHA NUCKA |
[17 Nov 2006|06:31pm] |
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Soooo i guess who i am hanging out with this weekend
Danny <3<3
hahahaha i love it lol
"boys can walk right on by...but sooner or later, they all come to realize one thing. They shoud have taken the time to stop and notice that one special girl."
well he noticed finally, it may have been later than sooner but w.e, i finally got a nice boy to notice me.
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[30 Oct 2006|01:49pm] |
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i gave him his hat back
And That Was It
no more FOREVER & ALWAYS
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| What happened? |
[25 Oct 2006|12:21pm] |
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All at once- The Fray |
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he kept me crying all last night
and i dont even know why
we didnt fight, well yesterday we didnt
but i cant help but feel empty when he says certain things
can it really be love?
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| He Wishes |
[24 Oct 2006|05:33pm] |
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So this boy likes me, and i feel so bad because i have rudy. I am really not interested in this boy (well maybe a little) but i know rudy is the best person for me and that i love him. I know i would never leave him for anyone else, but i can't help but feel guilty because this kid likes me. I feel bad because rudy thinks i am going to leave him for some one else when i am not. just because i am attracted to some one else doesn't mean i will leave my loving boyfriend...even tho sometimes he makes me feel unwanted and hated, and takes things out on me.
Sometimes it isn't fair that you have to choose between friends and you boyfriend. Rudy doesn't want me at parties with my greek friends...but i can't imagine a good time without them, and i can't bring rudy with me because i know he would just feel uncomfortable. THE SITUATIONS I GET MYSELF INTO!!!!! Gosh i wish things were easier
i wish my boyfriend wouldnt take me for granted
i wish he didn't yell at me and get mad at when he's sick or just psised at some one else
i wish that my friends and boyfriend could except each other
i wish rudy would stay with me forever
FAT CHANCE OF ANY OF THOSE THINGS!!!!!!
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[31 May 2006|03:51pm] |
seriously i cant wait till
GREECE
45 days biznatches 45 DAYS
i cant wait
cant wait cant wait
AND ONLY TWO MORE WEEKS AND WE ARE SENiORs
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[19 May 2006|03:48pm] |
I only wish i coud supress these feelings i feel
i wish i could in his mind all the time
i wish i could be the one that he thinks of when ppl ask him who he wants to be with
i wish that i could be the one he IMs as soon as he goes online
and this is why wished nevercome true....because there is no such thing as a miracle.
and even if i got the chance i dont think i would (could) take it...because i would lose something greater (
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[20 Jan 2006|12:07pm] |
MIDTERMS next week
me and rudy back together
he looks like a dike with his new hair cut, yeah its gay
I heart trisha she my fav lol
<3 everyone later
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[20 Dec 2005|11:39am] |
MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW
woohoo
and there actually might be a chance with me and DP
there is also another choice in the mix which i am so striving for lol
DP might come over today to help me with my precalce woohoo
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[05 Dec 2005|05:49pm] |
i need ASS big time
so many guys so little choices because im a friggin loser
but eh who knows my luck might change
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[24 Aug 2005|06:29pm] |
I MISS MY FRIENDS
:(
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[15 Jun 2005|10:44am] |
i broke up with trav
it went good though no harsh words, and he wasnt upset, he was like its cool we'll still be friends
so yeah thats cool
i found out though that kevin may ask me out next week
oh boy
and this other guy(who shall remain nameless) likes me too
i'm interested in them both but kevin is like one of my best guy friends and him and the other guy are friends so yeah i hope the whole thing doesn't end up blowing up in my face.
and this other guy wants me to go hang out with him at the skatepark. but i already made plans to chill with kristine so yeah
my life is just to busy.
o and i have to babysit tonight so woohoo i get to go on myspace, so everybody leave me wonderful amazing comments
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| and today a little bird told me how much he liked me |
[10 Jun 2005|12:47pm] |
i'm getting a little overwhelmed at the thought of things to come
i'm getting a little overwhelmed with school
i'm getting a frustrated with everything going on
and you're just not helping
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[02 Jun 2005|12:39pm] |
hung out with tim and cameron on tuesday which was cool
i went just to see cameron's new surfboard, but ended up staying and watching ROAD TRIP with tim and cameron. it was so much fun hanging out with them, i ended not getting to theatre untill 5:15 yeah two and a half hours later then i told her i was going to be.
so yeah me and trav got in another fight today, well a conflict kind of thing. this relationship is just stressing me out so much i can barely take it anymore. i love him so i dont want to break up with him, but then again maybe its time we did take a break, because i think he's getting way way to attached to me. i dont want to hurt him, and i still want some kind of relationship with him(even if it is just as friends ) but its stressing me out to be putting so much into a relationship and just getting more and more stress right back from it. i can barely keep my eyes open cause i got no sleep last night thinking over a few questions
-how can someone forget their 6th month anniversary?
-how can someone not have their own opinion untill i give them mine?
- how can someone want you to talk about everything but they have secret things that they keep in the back of their mind?
-how can i be with some one who i think doesnt really love me?
-how can i be sixteen and be in a relationship that leaves me sleepless most nights?
- how is it that you can look at me the way you do and not expect me to ask if u still love me?
- how is it you tell me you love me when you have no idea what love is?
how can i ask all these question and still let u know i love you
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[31 May 2005|12:39pm] |
la semana de fin pasado es muy bueno
translation- the past weekend was sweet
i hung out with trav a bit, worked a lot
but i didn't get to hang out with tim o well :(
took a spanish test today hopefully i passed
probably did cause i'm awesome like that lol jk
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| WEEKEND WEEKEND |
[27 May 2005|01:10pm] |
going to have fun this weekend ;P well hopefully lol
i'm hopefully hanging out with tim
and then with travis cause trav is amazing and all (not)
well yeah fun fun fun
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[26 May 2005|12:47pm] |
porn is not degrading lol its an art form
and certain people have been saying certain shit and in certainly in the mood to shove it in there face
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[25 May 2005|12:40pm] |
so yeah we are still together
and i hope we made the right decision
i'm happy for now
and i hope i stay happy
but if things don't work out
yeah, we will be upset, but i'll always be there for u as a friend
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[24 May 2005|10:38am] |
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three fights two days, two weeks countless fights tell me does this sound right?
i wish i could remember
how love felt
when i wasn't afraid to feel it
and when it wasn't akward to talk to you
about my day
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but now its all fucked up
and we went and messed sh!t up
and i'm being blamed for everything
even though i'd never do
the things of which i am accused
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this may come to an end
but i hope u can still care about me
even just as a friend
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i hope you know
i love u
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